now is a time of remembering...i used space oddity to wake up my brother. i performed rebelrebel and lived it. i dyed my hair and painted my face and went dancing with my red shoes on. i wore out two low albums and still wish i could have been in berlin with him. now i am okay because he made it okay to strut and pose and write and speak with his music and his life. and the next day and the next and another day.