Thursday, August 4, 2016

cool in colorado

now is being alone again after a week travelling with a dear friend. her company was so warm and welcome and we said lots of things to each other and discussed ourselves and revealed a little more of who we are now. and now is alamosa colorado, in a very ancient motel by the side of the highway, in the rain, in the 60 degrees, and i am once again alone. and loving it. last night i had a small breakdown because someone that i long for is far away, so i cried, and conjured him up and told him so, and held him(or the motel pillow)and then went to sleep. i need companionship and touch and all that BUT i am also so happy on my own. no insult to all of you my beloveds, you remain so, but tonight i sleep alone and revel in it.

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  1. upcoming movies my business is just as before by itself. in addition to supportive the item. yesterday i did a compact description mainly because another person i always really miss is usually miles away, well, i cried, in addition to conjured them in place in addition to explained to them and so, in addition to presented him(or this motel pillow)and subsequently traveled to sleeping. i needed camaraderie in addition to hint in addition to all of that ALTHOUGH my business is likewise and so delighted on my own. not any insult to help everybody the beloveds, people keep on being and so, although for dinner when i sleeping by itself and revel in the item.

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  2. How's the weather in Colorado today?

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